No, nothing shocking or horrifying, sorry! But the truth is, I'm getting fat. My mental self-image and my physical self are not the same and haven't been for probably a couple years now. It didn't use to be that way - it wasn't THAT long ago that I was @46" chest and 32" waist. Somehow I've managed to stop the ever-increasing pants size train, but I'm really, really dissatisfied with where I'm at. Looking at pictures is disheartening, especially looking at my face. ...