https://www.graffes.com/forums/blog.php?3947-Star-Demon en Sat, 15 Aug 2026 15:41:46 GMT vBulletin 60 https://www.graffes.com/forums/images/misc/rss.jpg https://www.graffes.com/forums/blog.php?3947-Star-Demon https://www.graffes.com/forums/entry.php?242-Guess-I-m-just-not-good-enough Mon, 24 May 2010 17:42:26 GMT So, I have to retake my 100 level programming course in order to continue school. I filed the paperwork to ask to do it, If they don't let me, that's just it for me. I can't continue anymore.

I feel like my heart is being ripped out. If I'm not good enough to do the basics of what I want to do then I just don't have anything left in life. I won't be able to continue school, financially or academically.

I'm not sure what I'm going to do with my life then. I don't have the knowledge, certification, or skills to support myself, or pay back the debt I've already accrued...I can't even take care of myself. There's not much I'm good at anymore, and I look like a stupid idiot and a washed up loser no matter where I go. I don't have a place or a person to go back to, I just don't have anything left. I had to be on my own, and I guess I'm not good enough. ]]> Star-Demon https://www.graffes.com/forums/entry.php?242-Guess-I-m-just-not-good-enough